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Thursday, October 09, 2003
Ocean Drive

Say it's true
Pink and blue
I can share your situation
Keeping hold our
Emotions yeah
Will only make us cry
And you go
But I know
It ain't so serious, anyway
When the clouds arrive
We'll live on Ocean Drive


(Chorus)


Don't know why
So blue
The sun's gonna shine on everything you do
The sky, so blue
The sun's gonna shine on everything you do


He left you
Black and blue
Without a word of explanation
And he took your love for granted and,
He left you high and dry
But you know
Someday
Well you'll wonder what you see in him, anyway
When that day arrives
We'll live on Ocean Drive



Sunday, October 05, 2003
I'm sorry but I just have to write this. I was starting to shift my blog to a new topic but I encountered this article which talks about Histrionic Personality Disorder. I really have to write this in or else I wouldn't be able to sleep for a coulple of daysit I don't write this down and settle the issue once and for all.

TOP 10 REASONS WHY ANTOINE COULD BE DIAGNOSED AS HAVING HISTRIONIC PERSONALITY DISORDER
1. He has a high degree of attention seeking behavior.
A perfect example is: he always tells me that he is not feeling well or that he is sick. And he always want his friends to take notice of his toned arms, abs and shoulders. He literally yanks our hands to touch it eventhough we are not really interested.
2. He displays temper tantrum, tears and accusations.
I actually saw him to spontaneously shed tears (just like that) because he claims that the girl he is courting does not show interest in him. Being caught of guard and acting as a friend I consoled him and thought it to be sincere (AS if!)
3. His need for reassurance is endless.
He knows he is goodlooking already and yet he just won't stop asking you about how he looks. And he always claims that he doesn't look good. And again acting as a friend, you use the "That's not true" crap. Now I'm starting to feel like an idiot (sometimes).
4. His relationships tend to be superficial.
He had been in so many relationships already and not one of them lasted for more than a year nor did anyone ended in a good note. Oh and did I fail to mention--- he doesn't have many friends.
5. He is vain, self-absorbed and fickle.
To prove that he is vain, he called me in the middle of the night (in the middle of my sleep at that) asking me how much my plastic surgeon friend charges for a rhinoplasty. Self-absorbed - yes he is that too. He want you to be there for him, supporting him in all his endeavors but when you need him, he always uses the "I'm busy" alibi.
6. He displays seductive behavior.
He is often touchy even in people he just met. He is fond of giving GBKs to everyone or anyone.
7. He has psychosexual dysfunction.
I'm not sure if my previous blog entries would count as evidence to this.
8. He uses his hands a lot in the form of gestures and dramatic punctuations in his conversations.
He uses his hands a lot whenever he explains something (because he always has a hard time explaining himself, it takes a long time for him to get to the point). His hands just keep on rolling, spreading, pointing, etc. (not very manly)
9. He has strong dependence needs which makes him overly trusting and gullible.
He can't do anything by himself. He always needs company whether to have a snack, study, shopping etc. He always asks for help. (again not a very manly trait)
10. He fulfills the DSM-IV-TR Criteria for Histrionic Personality Disorder.
Need I say more?



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